SKINNER'S BURDEN
It was a glorious summer morning, with
a pink-edged sun peeking over the slumbering horizon in heat-bloated
majesty, warming the world with luminous anticipation of life
pulsating with creative purpose and swollen expectation of triumphant
release from the mundane, though invigorating, night time repose
filled with compelling dreams and possibilities to be made manifest
by the rhythm of humming humanity, united in sublime perseverence,
glowing optimal excitement, and worthy desire, all expressed with
confident jocularity and run-on sentences.
AD Walter Skinner roused himself slowly as the golden fingers
of sunlight leaked insistently through his bedroom window, the
translucent pleated curtains shifting flakes of revealing radiance
over his vigorously lambent form, stretched placidly and monumental
on blue satin sheets, resembling a prodigious and unyielding,
though approachable, plateau of incarnate, honied marble, surrounded
by a murmuring and tender ocean of admiration, awe, and overwrought
adjectives.
Slowly, Skinner realized that today was his day off, with no need
to fortify himself against maniacal perps, lawless enormities,
and weepy subordinates, a day to dislodge the heavy and sometimes
shameful mantle of exigent responsibility that normally plagued
his waking hours with trepidation and dread of faltering at the
moment of necessary and lethal decision, costing both lives and
reputations methodically burnished over time and assembled into
a stawart unit of fortitude and security, garnished with honor
and the endurance to crack heads, crush spines, perforate with
lead, and stomp the remains to pulp.
Yes, today was a reprieve from all that, a whole day where any
whim could be exercised without restraint or justification, no
grinding appointments to be kept, authority imposed with overbearing
posture and wicked glares, devoid of sympathy or allowance for
excuses. On this beautiful day he could relax, enjoy the mellow
passage of time with tranquility, allowing nothing and no one
to intrude without permission. It was a morsel of control in his
life, essential to his nature, in which he thoroughly revelled.
Time for a shower. Rising from the shimmering blue sheets like
an ancient, revered, aquatic god, shaking off drowsiness as this
god would fling salty oceanic drops from his massive form as a
prelude to divine favor bestowed upon grateful multitudes, he
planted his feet on the floor, and breathed deeply of the pellucid
morning air, then sighed contentedly, feeling wholly satisfied
in general well-being and health. He slowly become aware of his
flesh, his muscles, bones and skin, surging blood pumped proudly
by a gallant heart. Quickly, he looked down. Yep, everything worked.
Skinner was well aware of the effect his massive and diligently
maintained body had on people. Intimidating to men, which was
not be design, he nevertheless used it when necessary to advance
his objectives and ensure compliance with directives. Women, however,
were a different matter, and it was sometimes required that he
modify his behavior, usually by issuing sharp, though warranted,
commands, in order to bring them out of their staring, orgasmic
catatonia whenever they were in his presence. It was inconvenient,
but effective, and he never regretted it overmuch.
But the first order of business today was to carefully make his
way from bed to bathroom. It was always a challenge, a daily decathalon,
carefully negotiating those few feet, covered and layered with
coaxial cables, like lethargic, hibernating narrow eels, quiescent
but insistingly extant, a reminder of relentless, though unsought,
demands upon his consideration. His melted-chocolate eyes traced
the cables' itinerary, from his bedroom window to the bathroom,
and he sighed again, though more shallowly, in resignation.
Once in the shower, he reached the objective of these electrically
gorged artificial serpents: His entire shower stall was lined,
floor to ceiling, wall to wall, with tiny, waterproof closed circuit
TV cameras. His image, magnified and multiplied in abundance,
was being privately transmitted to thousands of females' homes,
beamed from the plethora of satellite dishes on his condo roof.
The stall was faceted with these little fish-eye lenses, resembling
a jeweled, but ravenous vault stuffed with glassy and visual appetite.
At first, the landlord complained about these dishes as they interfered
with broadcast reception, and ripped them out, selling them at
flea markets, but they would only reappear within hours, like
sprouting metallic flowers, unfolding with hormonal desire. Luckily,
or unfortunately, depending on your point of view, the landlord
left them in place, relenting happily when he noticed that they
zapped obnoxious pigeons to toasty death, saving a fortune on
cleaning and maintenance costs.
Taking charge of the inconvenient situation, Skinner had tried
running the water at maximum bearable temperature, fogging and
disabling the cameras' focus, trying to hold on to the one sliver
of privacy remaining to him, but it resulted in continuous sabotaging
of the condo boiler, inflicting the entire building with icy sprays
and the associated discomfort for everyone.
In humble, though regrettable, generosity, Skinner surrendered
to these anonymous hordes, and actually began to assist them in
their ardor, because the current situation was far preferable
to the bleachers these women had installed in his shower last
year, accompanying his every move with squeals in raincoated glee,
each carrying a camcorder and screaming directions. So now, he
would linger in his ablutions, flexing various muscle groups,
lovingly soaping each part until his flesh became puckered beyond
human recognition.
Refreshed and squeaky clean, Skinner dressed casually in BVDs
and made his way downstairs, anticipating a satisfying breakfast,
a pleasant preface to a day of contemplated leisure. As this glowing,
invigorated paragon crossed the living room, the very air parting
in homage at his passage, he caught movement out of the corner
of his eye. Once again he sighed, yielding to the inevitable scrutiny
and urgent entreaties from many admirers. From across the room
came the sound of ceaseless fluttering, as through the mail slot
in his front door came pouring a flood of packages, like a continuous
paper tidal wave, a stamped tsunami of missives.
Each one was addressed to him, and each contained used, perfumed
lingerie sent by women desperate for his attentions, longing for
his gentle, intimate touch. As always, he would place them ruefully
in the already overflowing Hefty bag for Mulder to dispose of
later, a duty for which he eagerly volunteered without hesitation.
Thoroughly famished now, Skinner opened the fridge, hoping to
partake of various viands to satisfy his robust cravings, but
once again his anticipated prospects were thwarted. The fridge
was empty, and there would be no repast in the foreseeable future
unless he were to restock what had obviously been efficiently
pilfered by the stealthy ladies who snuck into his kitchen at
night, leaving pictures of themselves on his refrigerator door
with pink bunny magnets. The only choice remaining to him was
to go shopping.
Back upstairs, Skinner perused his wardrobe, but hesitated in
choosing his normal valiant black overcoat, heroic ties, and the
stiff white shirts he wore like armor against a world darkened
by felonies. No, today he would not subject himself to the public
spectacle of having his clothes ripped instantly and expertly
from his sturdy frame by swarming women until they were warned
off by his steady and expert wielding of tear gas grenades.
Besides, sometimes it didn't work, and these rampant females would
brave the danger, falling to the ground in heaps of rapturous
triumph, grasping a fragment of trouser cuff in their trembling
fingers, the last words from their gasping mouths an invocation
of welcomed fulfillment. It was always an embarrassment, almost
a reproach, that he could not control these mundane matters. Plus,
his budget could no longer easily take the hit in clothing costs.
So instead, for performing a small errand, he settled on the more
appropriate, though less dignified, midnight-black Armani silk
tank top and gray gabardine thong.
Though the market was only a block away, his journey to it would
be fraught with the possiblity of violent confrontations, and
the logistics of the maneuver required great forethought, split
second timing, and furtive haste. Most men of Skinner's commanding
poise would find this demeaning, but the AD believed these preparations
and the obligatory strategy only reinforced his intense professional
training, and kept him in good order, maintaining reflexes for
the inevitable and palpable threats from enemies ubiquitous in
their wrath, though less determined and cunning than the female
swarms he was seeking to avoid.
Last month, Skinner had merely stolled down the street, and the
resulting chaos bred gridlock over three states, with the accompanying
calling up of the national guard to maintain order by governors
already exhausted from too many Garth Brooks' concerts. The mayor
had offered to provide him with flashing barricades and Bradley
tanks along his route, but Skinner soon discovered that all these
schemes were for naught, as women would then just drop upon his
unsuspecting and innocent bod from his sixteenth-floor balcony,
where they had taken up residence and held nightly festivals in
his honor, leading to his being perpetually cited for noise-ordinance
violations and confetti pollution.
So, Skinner, always a quick study and notorious for his adaptability
to sudden, suicidal conditions, which had won him the exalted
position he now held, steeled himself for the expedition involving
ground-hugging trajectories, silent dumpster reconnaissance, serpentine
back-alley advancement, roof-top vaulting, and economy sized Chunky
Cocoa Puffs. For him, clandestine persistence was always operative,
but also challenging, something to be acknowledged with unflinching
acceptance, and also, with a hint of satisfaction, as he grasped
the doorknob with customary certitude, thinking to himself in
gratifying vindication, "Bet Mulder never has days like this."